My Beloved Complication

My Beloved Complication

I'm struggling with every word

As if I had nothing to say,

This whole thing is so absurd,

And I won't submit to your way.

You're so complicated,

like a distant daydream,

forever is so overrated,

you're already on your way,

you can't hear me scream,

so there's nothing left to say.

Mind of a confused conundrum,

all is hidden behind a wall,

inside, it has gone so numb,

no attention you can spare,

no wonder you can't hear me call,

back and forward, going nowhere.

Confused, almost delirious,

always prepared to leave,

the solution is so obvious,

but you aim for the extreme,

I will stay here and grieve,

once there's nothing to redeem.

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Love is a word

You gave it a name

Love is right now

So don't close your heart

I've been waiting all my life

For this moment of our love
With you